Monday, April 18, 2011

Follow Me.

"I'll get you there." Eminem = LOVE :)

Today has been one of the most uneventful, average, nothing special at all days of ALL days.

With this incredibly windy, wintery Illinois 'Spring' weather (and my now empty cup of tea), my lack of motivation to get in shape for the weather we SHOULD be having, the fact that I have an increasing obsession with fashion that cannot be fulfilled entirely due to the other fact that I am broke in regards to purchasing unneeded items, my extreme distaste of the ever rising gas prices AND with the loneliness I am currently experiencing on my living room floor in the dark, one might think that this uneventful day has left me with an uneventful mind and salty mood.

Yet for some reason, I am entirely happy.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love my man.
I love my baby girl..my puppy.
I love my jobs.
I love my neighborhood and the home where I reside.
I love being able to love what life has to offer me.
And I love the God whom I have to thank for it all.

So as I am alone, cold, waiting, wishing and creeping upon sleepy...I am happy. Content.
I can only hope in the midst of all your little troubles, and even your big ones, you can look at all the "loves" of your life and be happy too.
After all, if you are reading this, you are still alive. Therefore, your purpose has not yet been fulfilled.
Enjoy every moment you can. And sleep when you can't ;)

Friday, April 8, 2011

Love, Love, Love.

I told myself that the next and last time I would believe in forever is the day I say "I do." 
WELL...that hasn't changed. But one thing has.

He makes me laugh. I love to laugh.
When he smiles, I smile.
His presence makes me feel safe. Happy.
I could hug him forever.
We've got this ability to be on the same level as each other without even realizing it.
Yet at the same time, we are constantly challenging each other to be better, even in the tiniest of ways.
For the first time in a long time, I feel like I mean the world to someone.
I feel 100% me and 100% special when I am with him.
And quite frankly, I don't believe I deserve someone so wonderful.
Which is exactly why I call it love.

It creeps up on you when you aren't looking for it; when you've had enough of the world's so-called 'love' and just want to be alone. Then all of the sudden, it grabs you by the ankles and flips your whole world upside down. Shakes it up a bit, flips it right back around and leaves you with the same world, but a whole new perspective. A brilliant perspective.

So cliche, right?

No matter. Cheesy or not, if you've been there, you can't deny how remarkable the feeling is. One you won't ever forget.
Even if no one ever reads this, we all know that a life without love is no life at all.


Side Note: It's been a while since I have exercised my writing skills anywhere, so if you DO come across my little corner of the internet, bear with me.

I have a lot to say.
I just need someone to listen.

Yours truly, 
Heather Noelle

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Life is Beautiful. And Confusing.

I am an Auntie of three today. My nephew was born at 6:35 a.m. Biased as I am, he is the most beautiful baby boy I have ever laid eyes on. It is amazing how much you can love someone who has only been breathing the air for several minutes. For all you mothers and dedicated role models and caretakers of little ones, you know exactly what I am talking about. I cannot WAIT to be a mommy! :)

In other news, every time I get on here, I suddenly lose the motivation to write.
Maybe because no one really reads?
Or I just hate being vulnerable.

I'll go with the latter.